Monday, 2 January 2012

Awesome Year

Happy New Year!

2011 was awesome. Despite having low moments, the year was very eventful and there were many high points.

In January, I had my very important surgery that changed my life forever. It was an experience that I never wanted to repeat, yet I am glad I made the decision to proceed with the surgery. Life changed for the better, but the pain... never again.

In March, I ORDed. This was probably the best moment in my entire life, the culmination of 2 years of waiting. To be a free man once again, to say goodbye to my duties and responsibilities. All the moments spent thinking, waiting, agonizing; I did it.

In April, I turned 21. The coming of age, the rite of passage. I had a fabulous party thanks to all my loved ones, who surprised me with such a bash. It was a night to remember, a memory etched forever. Also, I celebrated the one year anniversary with my special someone. We pulled through despite our differences, see how far we came one year ago. Thank you for the memories.

In July, I started school again. To be a student once more, to be educated, I am grateful. New environment, new friends, new journey to my career and future. It was a difficult choice, but I never regretted choosing this field.

I held several jobs, widening my experiences and I enjoyed it, especially my stint in Showtec. Although work was hard and pay was meagre, I appreciated being able to do something I like and being given the chance to see for myself how the industry functions. I am also grateful for working at Career Fair, which guided me to making the right decision regarding my education and future. If not, I would have made a grave mistake and waste my years away.

I also had a shot at attempting my dream; although it did not work out, it was still an experience to learn from.

However, I lost a relative to cancer. Although we didn't communicate much, she was always there throughout my life and played an important role. Now that she's gone, life isn't quite the same anymore. You will be missed.

Thank you to everyone who came into my life in 2011, who created special memories with me, who made 2011 amazing.

Resolutions remain the same, year after year, for goals do not have to be attained; they merely set a target for you to aim for: to be a better person, to manage my finances and to achieve my dreams.

New year, new life!

Monday, 26 April 2010

Tweettweet!

Blog closed temporarily, moved to Twitter. Check Twitter and Facebook for updates on my life. xoxo

Saturday, 6 March 2010

mistakes

so much I want to say but I can't say it here.

I am truly my father's son.

I would like to thank each and everyone who shown concern and/or prayed for my dad. The operation was successful, he is on his way to recovery now.

Thank you very much.

Wednesday, 3 March 2010

WONDER GIRLS

GUESS WHAT.

WONDER GIRLS ARE COMING TO SINGAPORE!

YES. THAT'S RIGHT.

MY DREAM IS COMING TRUE. MY PRAYERS ARE ANSWERED.

AHN SOHEE! I WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU! <3

BROWN EYED GIRLS!

I went to watch Brown Eyed Girls concert at Zouk over the weekend.

IT WAS AWESOME.

went with ruth, lihuang and rina. thanks to ruth for the cheap ticket! (if I had the balls to enter the contest, I would have gotten 2 free tickets and brought along a friend too... damn.)

omg, I finally saw korean artists live, and Brown Eyed Girls to boot. Miryo was awesome! (Y)

The acrobatic dance group at the start was quite cool too! kinda makes me tempted to learn breakdancing... haha!

There was this guy called Lee An, no idea who he was though. I'm quite surprised the crowd actually treated him quite nice, though I'm sure everyone was just waiting for BEG to come back again. HAHA.

I want to go Seoul'dOut this year!

internal angst

everyone has issues. sometimes you wish someone'll be there to share your burden with you, even if they can't do anything, just to hear you out, to feel someone cares.

I hate this vicious cycle; I only think when I'm depressed and down, wallowing in self pity. Then an epiphany strikes me, I see the answer and I'm at peace again, nothing troubling me. then I stop thinking. but the problem isn't solved, and I'm sure the same scenario will happen all over again.

I can't blog as fast as i think, and I forgot more than half of what I thought already. damn.

I'm always doing things st the wrong time.

personal contentment or greater good?
human, weak.
social creature, hardwired, vs solitude eccentric

Sunday, 21 February 2010

cny.

Festivals are starting to lose meaning, to me. even Chinese New Year. It just becomes another annual gathering where people gather around, show their faces, collect red packets, exchange small talk, and then leave. I always looked forward to it when I was kid, partly for the red packets and the food, partly because of the whole hype about it. It just looks like another public holiday to me now.

It was okay though, meeting up with cousins and the little gambling. The best part must have been the food; awesome home cooked food compared to the same mass-cooked food I eat in camp. I ate it for a year only and I'm sick of it. I wonder how did my dad survived the past 30 years.

The week in camp after CNY was relaxing though; almost the whole company was empty cause they all took leave. I didn't take any. Must have been one of my most relaxing days in camp, almost felt like a chalet.

This weekend has been a wasted one. so boring while the whole world is so happening out there. damn.

mental block.